I wanted to replace her and go instead. I questioned why God would do that. I came onto a night shift ready to deliver babies as usual. Four hours in and things didn’t look right, I remember voicing my concerns but being a junior midwife and having locumn doctors made it that more difficult. Until it happened... I remember dropping to my knees and wailing, I tried to remain professional but couldn’t. I wanted to replace her and go instead. I questioned why God would do that a

One main reason was due to insecurities in my career and this stemmed from a traumatic case i witnessed on labour ward (summer of 2017) Where do I start? I haven’t posted on this blog in a while due to many reasons. One main reason was due to insecurities in my career and this stemmed from a traumatic case I witnessed on Labour ward (summer of 2017). I won't delve into the details but it really made me question why I chose midwifery and if I was fit for the job. So many thoug